Well, here it goes. I've always avoided online blogging because of my ever-enduring obsession with journaling. The journaling, however, has really ceased since, well, since Cort and I have been together. Prior to him, I generally had a lot of things to write. Of course, since we've been together, I've had a lot of things to write as well, but things that are not harrowing or completely depressing seem to be less interesting to write about. Hopefully, I am able to maintain some sort of candor as I attempt to start writing about my thoughts and life again. Then again, I wasn't always the most candid when writing in my journal either. At times, it became more about the style of my writing or the words I used rather than the thoughts I actually compiled. I thought of it as an art, and it was something wonderful to be able to create a beautiful page out of next to nothing. Creating is really my livelihood, but candor is necessary for true growth. So much has changed in the past few months, and hopefully through writing, I will be able to explore that in depth.